As the day has unfolded, I have watched the funeral of Senator Ted Kennedy. Although I didn't watch the wall-to-wall coverage that blanketed the cable news networks, I did get an opportunity to see parts of the funeral mass, the stop at the steps leading up to the Senate chamber, and the graveside rites. Whether you liked or disliked Sen. Kennedy, it is hard to imagine a senator who more defined a hard-working leader who fought for what he believed in and spoke his mind on issues of the day. I happen to be one of the Democratic Party's faithful who believes that Teddy, as we affectionately thought of him in meetings that I have attended and at the Democratic National Convention's that I have attended, was indeed one of the finest examples of a United States senator that this nation has ever seen.
When you look at the broad sweep of his 77 years of life, exuberant and joyful life in the face of great adversities and great personal tragedies. Who among us could have lost one brother, a President of the United States, to a tragic assassination only to face the same situation five years later with a second brother who was running for President. But through both of those tragedies, he never lost his hope; he never lost his joy in living life to his fullest. Senator Kennedy freely admitted that he had personal problems and personal failings. But isn't that the true story of human beings? Aren't we essentially flawed creations because of original sin? Yet, through these personal failings, the senator was able to look to his faith to find the means of redemption. For, redemption is what original sin caused ALL of us to need! Often, we are so quick to condemn folks who fail. Our "righteous indignation" rises to the front as we stand up and act as if we are any better than that person who has failed. Well we aren't. The scriptures teach us that "all have failed and come short of the glory of the Lord" (Romans 3:23, paraphrase). Who among us has the right, or even the moral standing, to cast the first stone. I will certainly say that I don't. And the senator thus teaches us a powerful lesson through his life. In the face of adversity, in the face of tragedy, in the face of despair, we must rise above through our faith and our trust in the "author and finisher" of our faith.
So, I say, "Godspeed Senator Kennedy." We were all better off for having had you as such a powerful force in American politics for all these many long years. We will sorely miss you in the years to come!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
A Truly Wonderful Week
What a wonderful week this has been!! I started Monday rather down in the dumps. But a fresh spirit from heaven encouraged me. It has only gotten better each day of this week. As the saying goes, "out of the mouth of babes" sometimes the most amazing things come out and strengthen our resolve, our spirit, and our faith. That has been the case for me and has been a help and a comfort for me this week.
Today was another day of slogging through PHP code trying to get an updateable form on our website at work. After two days of working on this rather tediously monotonous list of variables, I have major breakthroughs this afternoon and was able to bring the whole form set to fruition and make it live. I believe it will be greeted with quite some enthusiasm and the battle to make it happen quickly increased my confidence in coding from start to finish. Now on to other important issues and tasks.
Over the next few blog posts, I hope to post some reviews of books that I use so that others who may work with web pages or be interested in working with web pages will know what resources I have found useful. These posts will review books on HTML/XHTML, CSS, XML, XSLT, Xpath, SQL, PHP, and .NET applications. They won't all come at first but will come one at a time in between other blogposts. I will be working on a specific format for each that will include links to Amazon.com for the actual books, a link to the publishers website, ISBN, prices, etc. So stay tuned!
Now, to my last item for this blog post, a few words about my sweet little man, Morgan Barnes. Today was Morgie's first day of school, my little sweet buddy became a kindergartner. I have so enjoyed getting to know this little boy who has become one of the lights in my life. All of us at the church have had a chance to watch him from birth to this momentous transition in his life. And, if you ever meet Morgan, you will never forget him. His sweet little smile, and that good old dose of Barnes stubborness, are so much fun to be around and to watch. And, if you didn't know, Morgie gives a great chiropractic workout to your back. Just let him jump and climb on it for an hour or so and all the kinks will be worked out! So Morgan, welcome to school! Just be who you are and never forget how much we all love you. And, of course, let's not forget that Thomas the Train is never far away!
Today was another day of slogging through PHP code trying to get an updateable form on our website at work. After two days of working on this rather tediously monotonous list of variables, I have major breakthroughs this afternoon and was able to bring the whole form set to fruition and make it live. I believe it will be greeted with quite some enthusiasm and the battle to make it happen quickly increased my confidence in coding from start to finish. Now on to other important issues and tasks.
Over the next few blog posts, I hope to post some reviews of books that I use so that others who may work with web pages or be interested in working with web pages will know what resources I have found useful. These posts will review books on HTML/XHTML, CSS, XML, XSLT, Xpath, SQL, PHP, and .NET applications. They won't all come at first but will come one at a time in between other blogposts. I will be working on a specific format for each that will include links to Amazon.com for the actual books, a link to the publishers website, ISBN, prices, etc. So stay tuned!
Now, to my last item for this blog post, a few words about my sweet little man, Morgan Barnes. Today was Morgie's first day of school, my little sweet buddy became a kindergartner. I have so enjoyed getting to know this little boy who has become one of the lights in my life. All of us at the church have had a chance to watch him from birth to this momentous transition in his life. And, if you ever meet Morgan, you will never forget him. His sweet little smile, and that good old dose of Barnes stubborness, are so much fun to be around and to watch. And, if you didn't know, Morgie gives a great chiropractic workout to your back. Just let him jump and climb on it for an hour or so and all the kinks will be worked out! So Morgan, welcome to school! Just be who you are and never forget how much we all love you. And, of course, let's not forget that Thomas the Train is never far away!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Sometimes There Are Pleasant Surprises
For a while now, I have struggled with bitterness, a bitterness created by others and out of my control. It has been a true struggle and that struggle is not over yet. When those you care about hurt you badly it takes time to heal. Yes, you heal; and, yes, you survive, but it changes you in myriads of ways and although you can forgive, you never truly forget. When people pass you in church and refuse to look at you, it makes you question if you can worship in such an atmosphere. But then, along comes inspiration from above, an unlooked for moment when someone provides encouragement when you need it most. My encourager caught me unawares yesterday and raised my spirits and helped renew my flagging faith.
My encourager was a young man who truly has more faith than many older Christians who have been in the church for years. And I fear that may sum up the problem with the church in this modern age. Where has our courage gone? Where has our thirst for truth gone? I believe we are too comfortable. But lest I digress into bitterness, let me say that in less than thirty minutes, this very young Christian had reminded me that regardless of how people act and react in the church that I am there to worship and serve God. If others choose to treat the opportunity to worship as an opportunity to be social, or to see and be seen, that is not my concern. God has a work for me to do. I believe that in due time he will accomplish that will and this young man was able to remind me of all of that with his fervor in his faith. I tip my hat to this young man and thank him for doing something that I believe God was prompting him to do. He likely had no idea that he was sent in that fashion, but nevertheless he was used to encourage me. So, Tony Wing, I thank you for who and what you have become and for taking a moment out of a day to make mine so much brighter!
My encourager was a young man who truly has more faith than many older Christians who have been in the church for years. And I fear that may sum up the problem with the church in this modern age. Where has our courage gone? Where has our thirst for truth gone? I believe we are too comfortable. But lest I digress into bitterness, let me say that in less than thirty minutes, this very young Christian had reminded me that regardless of how people act and react in the church that I am there to worship and serve God. If others choose to treat the opportunity to worship as an opportunity to be social, or to see and be seen, that is not my concern. God has a work for me to do. I believe that in due time he will accomplish that will and this young man was able to remind me of all of that with his fervor in his faith. I tip my hat to this young man and thank him for doing something that I believe God was prompting him to do. He likely had no idea that he was sent in that fashion, but nevertheless he was used to encourage me. So, Tony Wing, I thank you for who and what you have become and for taking a moment out of a day to make mine so much brighter!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
How Long, O Lord?
How long, O Lord will I have to watch the farce that has become your church? And when I speak of the farce of the Lord's "church," I do not mean that God is the farce because he is the only constant in our lives. He is truly the one being in this great and immensely large universe in which we can trust. No, the farce of the Lord's church is in the farce that God's people make of the church. Is it any wonder that people die and go to hell lost in their sins when God's people seem so caught up in their own little world while the world literally falls apart around them?
As I watch with newly opened eyes, I wonder how God stands to look upon what he sees among his people? Does he feel intense hot anger like I do? Does he weep openly like I do? Does our creator, who loved us so much that he sent His only begotten Son to die the cruelest of deaths that we might gain salvation, shake his mighty head in disgust and sadness? As our preacher says, I am engaging my heavenly imagination to wonder about my creator and my Savior. I believe he does all of what I have described and so much more.
I believe that our Savior weeps. He weeps for the lost; and, he weeps for his people. There is no doubt that in spite of our failings, he still loves us unconditionally. He still pleads with us to listen to his voice and his tender guidance. He comes back to us time andtime again even though we don't deserve it because he wants us to be a part of his work. He wants to use us as his representatives, his ambassadors, to a lost and corrupted world.
But, how can he use us? Do we enjoy simply playing church? Is this all just a game to so many of us? Do we even care the damage we are doing to God's work at such a critical time in world history? I often find myself profoundly saddened by the state of what has been termed by some, the "modern" church and by others, the "post-modern" church. The modern church is every bit the Laodicean church of the book of Revelation where Christ writes to say "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot" (3:15). The modern church is truly lukewarm and it surprises me that God has not already spewed us out of His mouth in disgust. There is nothing worse than lukewarm water, lukewarm food, and especially lukewarm belief. Lukewarm food and water are sickening to the taste, upset the stomach, and generally just make you sick. If lukewarm food and water do that to humans, how must we have sickened our Savior? The fact that he hasn't cast us aside is evidence of his long-suffering patience.
Are we willing to step outside our comfort zones? Will we sacrifice in the service of our Lord? Or have we become a comfortable people incapable of understanding the voice of God? Do we hear the call of our Savior to go and tell? Or are we content with our own church family and unconcerned with those who have not heard and will not hear save through us? I fear that these rhetorical questions do not have positive answers for the modern church. I truly fear that most of us are not capable of stepping outside our comfort zones. We are so comfortable, so "rich yet poor" that we often do not even hear the voice of God. Or worse yet, we consciously choose to ignore him because hearing him requires action and action requires obedience and obedience moves us well outside our comfort zone. I also fear that the modern church has lost its concern for those outside its four walls.
These thoughts bring me full circle to the title of this blog. In Habakkuk 1, the scripture says "O Lord, how long shall I cry, and thou wilt not hear! even cry out unto thee of violence, and thou wilt not save!" And, I ask truly from my heart, "How Long O Lord will you tolerate our lukewarm faith, our lukewarm attitudes, our cold hearts, our richness while we are yet poor? How long?"
As I watch with newly opened eyes, I wonder how God stands to look upon what he sees among his people? Does he feel intense hot anger like I do? Does he weep openly like I do? Does our creator, who loved us so much that he sent His only begotten Son to die the cruelest of deaths that we might gain salvation, shake his mighty head in disgust and sadness? As our preacher says, I am engaging my heavenly imagination to wonder about my creator and my Savior. I believe he does all of what I have described and so much more.
I believe that our Savior weeps. He weeps for the lost; and, he weeps for his people. There is no doubt that in spite of our failings, he still loves us unconditionally. He still pleads with us to listen to his voice and his tender guidance. He comes back to us time andtime again even though we don't deserve it because he wants us to be a part of his work. He wants to use us as his representatives, his ambassadors, to a lost and corrupted world.
But, how can he use us? Do we enjoy simply playing church? Is this all just a game to so many of us? Do we even care the damage we are doing to God's work at such a critical time in world history? I often find myself profoundly saddened by the state of what has been termed by some, the "modern" church and by others, the "post-modern" church. The modern church is every bit the Laodicean church of the book of Revelation where Christ writes to say "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot" (3:15). The modern church is truly lukewarm and it surprises me that God has not already spewed us out of His mouth in disgust. There is nothing worse than lukewarm water, lukewarm food, and especially lukewarm belief. Lukewarm food and water are sickening to the taste, upset the stomach, and generally just make you sick. If lukewarm food and water do that to humans, how must we have sickened our Savior? The fact that he hasn't cast us aside is evidence of his long-suffering patience.
Are we willing to step outside our comfort zones? Will we sacrifice in the service of our Lord? Or have we become a comfortable people incapable of understanding the voice of God? Do we hear the call of our Savior to go and tell? Or are we content with our own church family and unconcerned with those who have not heard and will not hear save through us? I fear that these rhetorical questions do not have positive answers for the modern church. I truly fear that most of us are not capable of stepping outside our comfort zones. We are so comfortable, so "rich yet poor" that we often do not even hear the voice of God. Or worse yet, we consciously choose to ignore him because hearing him requires action and action requires obedience and obedience moves us well outside our comfort zone. I also fear that the modern church has lost its concern for those outside its four walls.
These thoughts bring me full circle to the title of this blog. In Habakkuk 1, the scripture says "O Lord, how long shall I cry, and thou wilt not hear! even cry out unto thee of violence, and thou wilt not save!" And, I ask truly from my heart, "How Long O Lord will you tolerate our lukewarm faith, our lukewarm attitudes, our cold hearts, our richness while we are yet poor? How long?"
Saturday, August 15, 2009
To a Soldier, Young and Proud
Who gives thought to the soldiers,
The weapons of the war,
They may well end up dying,
Yet may not know what for.
In service to their country,
They're sent to foreign lands,
They do not have the right of choice,
It's taken out their hands.
Who gives thought to the families,
The wives, the daughters, sons,
Whose lives will never be the same,
Without beloved ones.
Who helps to ease their heartbreak,
Gives comfort when they cry,
Who takes the time to tell them,
Why daddy had to die.
Who gives thought to the soldiers,
To those who do come home,
To what they've seen and been through,
Wherever they did roam.
To how they've lost their comrades,
Have seen their close friends fall,
We should all know for certain,
They're heroes, one and all.
"Soldiers"
by Golden Hamilton
Tonight's blog is the third and last written for soon to depart (or already departed) young people at my church. Tonight, I blog for one of the bravest and strongest young women I have ever had the honor of knowing. Angela Hoyle, or I guess I should say, PFC Holye, is an amazingly courageous young lady who has chosen to serve her country in the armed forces. But, what makes Angela such a special young lady is not simply her great bravery but also her beauty. She is the proverbial "steel magnolia" of the South, capable of showing tender emotion while in the next minute tearing your head off if you threaten those she loves. Over the past few years, I have watched Angela grow up, fall away from her faith, and then return to it. As I listened to how she arrived at her recent rededication to her faith, I was moved to tears about a young woman capable of showing the strength and character of a Ruth while showing the tenderness of Mary. Very simply, Angela Hoyle is a very beautiful rose with thorns.
What I enjoy most about Angela, and have for years as she has grown up, is her tendency to be unconventional. Angela is a square peg and isn't going to fit into round holes anytime soon. She is an independent person capable of making her own decisions. And, over the past few months, I have been encouraged to watch as she has truly enjoyed her decision to serve in the armed forces. For years, I watched Angela as she cast about for who she was and what she wanted to become. To say I was surprised when I heard she wanted to become a soldier would be a vast understatement. I was actually shocked! But, then, as I thought about who Angela is and who she will become, I knew that this was truly the path that this young woman needed to tread. There are many types of courage and many ways to show that courage. Angela is truly lion-hearted to me. And she fears very little.
When she explained to me why she had chosen this path, I understood immediately that she had chosen wisely and would not only be a great soldier, but an exceptional soldier. Naturally, all of us who know and love her fear for her safety because this world is not a safe one for the soldier whether they be in Iraq or Afghanistan. But, the Bible offers us all words of encouragement when we read in Isaiah "Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed for I am thy God I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness" (41:10). No matter where we go, how far away it seems from home and family, our God is with us. And I know that he will be with Angela and will protect her as she goes into harms way. I found comfort in knowing that she is in the hands of a loving God who will lead and guide her in the right ways and will hedge around her with protection. This is not to say we will not fear for her because we will. We love her and are going to miss her. But as with Jordan and Nikki, we are proud to see who she has become and the bright future she has ahead of her.
So, Angela is my soldier hero. I wish her all of God's blessings as she begins her new vocation. These words of wisdom I will share with her. No matter where you go, remember to read your Bible daily and contemplate what God shows us through his scriptural inspiration. Pray without ceasing because God heeds and hears our prayers. Even though we sometimes doubt that He hears, the very fact is that He is always ready to commune with us if we take the time to commune with Him. Remember to find yourself a place to worship wherever you are, whether that be the chaplaincy of your base or another church, it is important to have that community of believers around you. And remember in all that you do to honor the God that you profess and serve. I love you very much! Please know that you will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Lovely Evening by the Fire
Today was very simply a good day! A great day! An amazing day! After getting up and driving in to work this morning, I finally figured out the solution to my update issue in my PHP code and by mid-morning the form and database elements were all ready to go live. After some final clean-up and link corrections, scheduled notifications were sent to take the page live on Monday morning. Woohoo! I've accomplished my first live dynamic series of web pages. What an exciting thing. Along with that, I did some checking on Google page ranking, prepared the template for the Baseball team roster, and got things ready to go forward with other elements next week.
Since we got off early again this Friday, I dropped by the bank and then went and picked up medicine for mom and got her some dinner before driving up to Chris and Karen Barnes's home to spend an evening celebrating Nikki's departure for App State in just 5 days! I'm so proud of her. I ended up laying on a blanket in the yard by a roaring campfire with Mac, the boxer bulldog, curled up next to me. Of course, this was after Mr. Morgan gave Mr. Keith's back a total chiropractic workout. It actually felt great. Morgan needs to do that more often for my back!
Thanks to Chris and Karen for a wonderful evening of just some fun, laughter, and relaxation! I needed that very much! And Angela, your blog will come I hope tomorrow night. Stay tuned my warrior-woman! :-)
Since we got off early again this Friday, I dropped by the bank and then went and picked up medicine for mom and got her some dinner before driving up to Chris and Karen Barnes's home to spend an evening celebrating Nikki's departure for App State in just 5 days! I'm so proud of her. I ended up laying on a blanket in the yard by a roaring campfire with Mac, the boxer bulldog, curled up next to me. Of course, this was after Mr. Morgan gave Mr. Keith's back a total chiropractic workout. It actually felt great. Morgan needs to do that more often for my back!
Thanks to Chris and Karen for a wonderful evening of just some fun, laughter, and relaxation! I needed that very much! And Angela, your blog will come I hope tomorrow night. Stay tuned my warrior-woman! :-)
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Sadness squared?
My blog for Angela will have to hold off for tonight and tomorrow. Tomorrow night I will go to Nikki's going away party at the Barnes' household. And tonight, I don't have a long blog in me. It was a long day of struggling with one tiny little section of PHP code and I'm just plain tuckered out. I intend to defeat this code blockage tomorrow before I leave. I want to be able to take this page live at the first of next week and get along to other important tasks waiting in the wings.
I have come to the conclusion that there will be no progress on the situation at church. It will just be allowed to continue to fester and muddle along. I think it is time for a change. So my sadness is squared:
I have come to the conclusion that there will be no progress on the situation at church. It will just be allowed to continue to fester and muddle along. I think it is time for a change. So my sadness is squared:
- Sadness over the departure of Jordan for college (I will miss that big dude) and over the very near departures of Nikki and Angela (who I will also miss very much); and
- Sadness over what might have been and now will not.
Tonight I will just contemplate and try to rest.
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